It's getting out of hand again lately. Shutting car doors 3 times, knocking on wood 3 x 3 times about one hundred times a day whenever anything remotely negative crawls inside my head.
Washing my hands obsessively on photo shoots, rubbing my left knee, then my right, then my left, etc. anytime I kneel...to such a degree that an assistant commented on it and retold my friends later when we went for drinks after work. Anytime anything comes in physical contact with me I have to brush that area clean with my hand 3 times then touch it 3 times for 3 seconds, then tap it 3 times.....what the FUCK!?!?!?!?!?!?
I bought a little green wooden rattle ball yesterday for no reason and carried it in my right hand all day and rolled it in full cirles in my palm 3 times anytime I heard it make a noise. My friend asked my why I was buying it when she saw me standing at the counter with it and I replied "I don't know-I can't explain to you...OK - it's making me buy it".
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